Misunderstood and probably never be understood do I guess I’m over heads my head always running I wish it would stop but guess that’s the shit that’s gon get me to top not try nah I’d rather die but I’m still alive dying each and everyday but living each and everyday crazy they listen but never hearing what I have to say I guess the only one to ever get what I say to say I me cuz I’m misunderstood probably never be understood and it actually feels good cuz I’m just me and that’s all I can be so I’m always understood

Move on

I love her and she says she loves me but now days I find that kinda hard to believe.
I know sometimes you need time apart to find what’s truly in your heart but we never agreed to this!
I miss her and she says she misses me but now days we barely even speak
where things changed? can’t really tell you where they changed and seem to will never be the same.
maybe it was me!
maybe I stop doing the little things that made her smile and got distracted by a big butt and a smile while i left her in her tears to drown took for granted the fact she said she would always be down and now it’s too late and she gone no more honey I’m home just nigga will you leave me alone still tryna figure out where we went wrong but shit we both grown And now I see it’s time to move on

Cool being me

I’m cool because I just be me
I dont try to be cool I just do me
I use to care what people said but fuck them they not me
I use to try to be like others and things I saw on tv but that was not me
Wanted to be cooler but now most of the people we thought were cooler ended up being losers
I wore the baggy clothes because they were cool I suppose but switched it up it to something that fit a little better because that fit me better
They laughed when I did it now they dress just like me
I wanted the pretty girls but they didn’t want nobody like me
Now they say they want someone just like me
I wanted the talents that some possess thinking that it would bring much success but seems as though they didn’t have much success and me I’m headed to much success
All I can say is I’m blessed and I’m happy being me
I don’t want to be you nor do I wanna be like you
We may share qualities but I’m happy being me and thank God for the abilities he’s giving me
Nothing wrong with you I just enjoy being me
No I don’t think I’m better then you I’m flawed too but I know how to do me way better then I know how to be you
So yea I think I’m cooler being me
Because it’s cool just being me

Dream the dream then live the dream and you will get all that you dream

Feeling guilty for something I didn’t do feeling like its something I gotta prove my hands tied so I feel like I’m fighting a fight that I know I’m bout to lose but what is it that I got to prove? I did nothing wrong probably could’ve handled it better but I did nothing wrong I’m tired of being guilty for some shit I didn’t do!!

Every man wants a good ass woman but Some of us aren’t ready for a good ass woman and others intimidated by what a good ass woman brings see a good ass woman may come with a couple of degrees which means she might make more money then you but a good ass woman is gonna hold you down because she believes in you and your dreams but believe me she will leave yo ass if you don’t don’t get it together quick because a good ass woman a let you know you not the only man with a dick and you can get yo shit a good ass woman is loyal and honest even if you don’t wanna hear it because she only wants the best for you. she is trustworthy, caring, and selfless always putting WE before ME only asking that you do the same in return. A good ass woman may listen to her friends opinion but still makes her own decisions because it’s her business. A good ass woman cooks and cleans not as a reward to her man but because that’s what a good as woman does. A good ass woman takes care of her kids with or without the help from a man but a good ass woman is smart enough to take help that is giving knowing that it’s good to be independent but know she can’t always do it by herself a good ass woman is all of this plus some mo’ but you know you got you a good ass woman when you feeling down and she give you that touch and say “baby it’s going to be ok” even if you know it’s not she makes you feel ok that’s a good ass woman

I love her and she says she loves me but now days I kind of find that hard to believe and I know sometimes you need time apart to find what’s truly in your heart but we never agreed to this I miss her and she says she misses me but now days we barely even speak no matter how I feel I won’t be a fool behind her where things changed can’t really tell you but they changed and seem to never be the same maybe it’s me maybe I stop doing the little things that made her smile and got distracted but by a big butt and a smile while i left her in her tears to drown took for granted the fact she said she would always be down and now it’s too late and she gone no more honey I’m home just nigga will you leave me alone still tryna figure out where we went wrong but I guess it’s time to move on

It feels like I’m on a treadmill because I’m steady running in place
Got a groove know where I’m going but still stuck in the same space
And nobody else is around is it only me in this race?
Am I so far ahead? Or am I that far behind?
Man now I got all kinds of shit flowing through my mind
But I can’t stop running I can’t stop running
Starting to doubt if I know where I’m going or if I will ever get there
I’m running but the scenery isn’t changing everything still looks the same
Maybe I been running too long and now the pain is beginning to affect my brain because I feel like I’m going insane
Running and running and running and running but still nowhere
But I continue to run hoping that I find my way
Legs heavy mind getting weak but I can’t give up no I can’t give up
So I’m just stuck running on this treadmill

Long journey ahead

With you flaws I don’t gotta hide Because since we met I have always been able to confide and you told me you will always by my side and my secrets you would hide In the last few years you have always been there for me Mad, happy, sad, You were there for me Times when no one was around You were there for me Just let me talk while you listened No matter what it was you just listened never passing any judgement Just there for me The way a friend should be And around you I can always be the full me and i thank you for that because you allow me to be me and since we met I’ve learned so much more about me so this is to you poetry